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I wanted to be kept in a box forever,

Place under the earth surface

And can never be seek by anyone.

I wanted to be alone for a while

To feel free from odd things

to feel free from problems.

I wanted to be naïve

Not to feel anything, not to feel hurt

You’ll feel free to say anything,

And it will be nothing for me

It was a dream fulfilled if I will be numb

But it was a thing I can say dumb.

However it was my ambition

And why couldn’t I reach that direction.

An emptiness for others were sad

But it gives me delight

Coz if I’m empty, never can they fill my life

And never can they bring something in my heart.

(I can’t think of a title

Cause that’s what I feel

Nothing is in my mind,

Cause stupidity they bring to me,

That’s what inside.)

(First week of April... night)