I was lost in this fog of confusion
Every night I linger for decision;
Under the dim heaven, dangers in my dream
Full of dread, restrained sorrow---I was suppressed here.
Bound I am in threat of madness,
Destroyed myself on grieving for my lost hopes
The darkness forbids the shadow of reality;
Tears fell, I groaned, full of futility.
I was grasped by impenetrable desolation
Faces were shadowed, bitter passion
Despair, hatred, ember of protest
Burns in my heart, my soul weeps with no rest.
You should know that seclusion is not happiness
Hear me all, my people! My heart was withered by darkness.
Space in this chamber was timeless, feels like forever
When will someone quench my thirst and feed my hunger?
I was ripped and empty; I’m cold and alone
From the pain of memories, I was torn.
Have it brought good or ill?
All my denials and my fear.
